surrealism

2005-10-12T15:49:00.000+08:00

you won't see me till the 22nd of NOVEMBER.

miss me peeps!

till then.

AU REVOIR.

2005-10-10T10:06:00.000+08:00

ahhh. i'm back in action!

was either busy mugging or sleeping. ~_~

korean shows are addictive. my conclusion. and i have concrete proof. stairway to heaven is one of them. sappy. touching. ahhhh. and the worst of all, ADDICTIVE. watching it is like. so sad so LAME. but i don't why it just kept me going on, watching. that's pretty dumb i know. but what to do? i've watch 20 discs in 2 days. 12 discs on the first day. wells, and it tantamounts to 20+ hours. hahaha. i suppose to mugging, yes i know. i will! in due time. and due time is today.. korean shows are reserved for after o levels. i've got like many many things planned for post o levels activties. hahahhaa. =)

really can't wait for o level's to end. i wanna end my suffering. =/ hahahah but studying's an enjoyment. if you know how to.

-the pot of gold after a very long rainbow.

well it actually meant about my final lap. and yeah. i'm studying real hard nowwwwww. and i'll receive gr8 rewards. i know i will! and that's my pot of gold. hahahha. hope i'll meet up to my expectations. we reap what we sow.

church yesterday. it was really good. =) somehow, the sermon had a gr8 impact on me. i actually paid close attention to what he's saying. i used to have the heck care attitude.

-you will never experience light until you've experienced darkness.

darkness refers to? in a real life example, i will just treat it as bad results for prelims. it's pretty depressing tho, but i've gota move on! i can't possible brood over it. and that's so not me. hahahahha i won't yes i won't! god is trying to reach out to me, somehow.

i've got to go. STUDY.

au revoir.

till then.

2005-09-30T11:58:00.000+08:00

like what Allan said, i've decided to do some advanced planning. and he seems surprised. ~_~ [i can be hardworking, you know!!!!]

monday -humanities

tuesday -a maths

wednesday -phy/chem

thursday -e maths

friday -english

saturday -biology

sunday -REST!

hmmm. aint this schedule good? [cos' i'm the planner!] i hope i'll be able to keep to it. i've not been able to keep to timetables for like. close to 10 years already. i shall break record! hehhhh. =) it's o's o's o's. final lap. i'm gonna mug like hell. YES. as what ms lim hweekoon said, "i want to be nerd!" i must piahhhhhhh already. i shan't wait till 'TIME OUT!'

seriously, i can't wait for sundays. of cos' i must study for the 6 days. hahaha. INTENSE MUGGING. hmmmm. i hope it pays off tho'. =)

the recent rumours on prelim results are scaring me off. YES. my heart's weak, don't scare me anymore please.

i'm not afraid. yes. i won't be. cos' i trust in him. =)

au revoir.

2005-09-29T13:51:00.000+08:00

i've decided.

TO ROT AT HOME TODAY!

my legs are aching nowwwww.

yesterday was really fun. out with Ana and Shiping. we made an extra friend too! that vuruganesh. whatever his name is. Shiping's sister's best friend's brother. the world is small isn't it. that's like so cool. and i've met him before @ moriah bp. hahha. nowonder he seems kinda familiar. well, i can't tell the difference between many indians. i'm not the only one. to me, all indian look alike. uncanny. hahahahaha. that's like so dumb dumb.

CORPSE BRIDE don't seem to be coming my way. =/ i'm broke nowwwww.

probably next week or next next. BUMMER.

CORPSE BRIDE.

2005-09-28T09:45:00.000+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER. for now. -i mean prelims.

a week's rest for me! yay!! after days of mugging, i hope it pays off. =)

i wanna chillllll. vodka anyone? hahhh.

oh ya, CORPSE BRIDE tomorrow! finally. i've waited for so long.

2005-09-27T16:05:00.000+08:00

having something is not possessing.

they are two different things.

some people just want to control another person. it makes them feel good. although it's good to be controlled sometimes, but there are times that we want to be free. like, having personal space.

well, we are actually possessive by nature. but i feel that being over-possessive is because of insecurity and lack of trust. it's just something that can be controlled to a large extent.

life isn't a bitch anymore, for me. it's actually how you handle it. we should think positively. well, i was foolish in the past and i've learnt! but it's like, actions must be done too. it's the same theory as "policies without enforcements". without actions, it's just empty talk.

2005-09-26T13:49:00.000+08:00

two papers today. my last this wednesday. hehhh. that calls for a celebration yahh?=D

but next week's definetely won't call for a celebration.

RESULTS. =/

well. i've got this week to rest. let me think positively okay! =]

ohwels, p1 was so-so. but still do-able. a maths p2 was do-able too. only that i just couldn't solve some questions which is so so so so so frustrating!

this verse keep coming to me for the whole day. since yesterday.

PROVERBS 3: 5-6

Trust in the lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding, in all your ways, aknowledge him and he will make your paths straight.

especially during a maths p2. it kept coming to me and i knew it was something that GOD wanted to say to me.

i live for you alone. i trust you.

it was a pretty good day today.

my WONDERWALL.

2005-09-26T13:38:00.000+08:00

Today is gonna be the day

That they're gonna throw it back to you

By now you should've somehow

Realized what you gotta do

I don't believe that anybody

Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street

That the fire in your heart is out

I'm sure you've heard it all before

But you never really had a doubt

I don't believe that anybody feels

The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding

And all the lights that lead us there are blinding

There are many things that I would

Like to say to you

I don't know how

Because maybe

You're gonna be the one who saves me?

And after all

You're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day

But they'll never throw it back to you

By now you should've somehow

Realized what you're not to do

I don't believe that anybody

Feels the way I do

About you now

And all the roads that lead to you were winding

And all the lights that light the way are blinding

There are many things that I would like to say to you

I don't know how

I said maybe

You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after all

You're my wonderwall

I said maybe

You're gonna be the one who saves me?

And after all

You're my wonderwall

Said maybe

You're gonna be the one that saves me

get a grip dudeeeee.

2005-09-25T15:50:00.000+08:00

some people just can't get a grip. grr. they think they can run away from reality. and HELLO, it's reality. i know reality hurts and there's no point running away from it.

avoiding something won't do you any good.

we, humans should actually face it. what good will it do to us if we tried to run away? as in, it wouldn't solve the problem, would it? it's like crying over spilled milk. it would actually make things worst and make you emotionally unstable. and i really hate to do things like that. as in, get a grip eh?

call me emo-less. whatever.

during the past few months, i've learnt alot. really alot. like. how to handle things, that hurts you alot. i know suppressing your feelings won't do you any good. sometimes after letting out a good cry, i feel much better. but..it makes me feel silly-ier sometimes. i don't know why i feel that too, cos' i feel like, i'm crying for something not worth my tears.

being too emotional won't bring you anywhere. i used to be quite emotional tho', but after all the setbacks i've faced.. it made me stronger, really stronger. sometimes, you just need to have some self reflection. and we usually regret doing somethings like crying.

well. we have to let go sometimes. it hurts, yes. but it's better than dragging it and making your heart feel worst over and over again. reminding you of memories will make you feel sad again, and you get all emotional again?

it's just so not worth it.

stop living in deception.

i've lived in deception, but i managed to pull my self out of it. a bitter feeling, but an oh-so-sweet feeling after that. so why not just pull yourself out of it?

"Learn from other people's MISTAKES. "

(i hope i've got the saying right!)

just get on with life. i mean you ain't that weak right?

and and and...

i hate guys who just don't get a gripppppp. don't treat this as an insult please. they think we are insulting them when we're giving them advice. BIG EGOS.

*whatever i say are subjective. i'm just expressing my thoughts.

2005-09-25T14:09:00.000+08:00

have to do lots of MCQS today.

TYS. is my favourite book.

my companion.

well. BOOKS ARE MY BOYFRIENDS.

boringgggg.

but..

WHAT TO DO?

my written paper didn't do really that well. hope i can get at least a B? with the help of P1 tml!

otherwise it would defeat the purpose of dropping to combine science.

BLESS ME EARTHLINGS.

au revoir.

2005-09-22T17:29:00.000+08:00

it was fantastic.

OLD MRS WONG.

you're so cunningggggggg.

ohwels. history. it was pretty okay. just that i'm not very sure about the 13 mark question. 13 MARK QUESTION you know??? but thank god, at least i studied part of Russia the day before. hehs. almost everyone in my class either studied japan, fall of communism or both la. when we peep at the questions cos' they allow us to flip to check, we were all like T_T

WTHHHHHH. !$&@^&%^&$

i hope it didn't kill me.

and..

to make matters worst..

A MATHS WAS SO DIFFICULT.

wthhhhhh.

our response were still the same !#!$#^@$&@%

grrrr.

GOD, i really pray that biology would go smoothly for me. PLEASEEEE. as well as the 3 papers next week. it's gonna kill me. my prelims. =/

how depressing can one get?

2005-09-21T16:26:00.000+08:00

ahhh. why did history even come about? i'm like munching my textbook now. hahhh. -adj used by jean. wahhas

and wtf with all the glasnost, gorbachev fucking policies? and i seriously seriously hate CHINA'S HISTORY. what's with maozedong and his shitty political peeps. and there's like 10 chapters to study. i'm playing probability now, trying my luck. hope the ones i studied will come out tomorrow. the chances aint high. but time's running out.

HELP!!!

sorry for profanities. i'm uber tired, really. it's gonna make me pukeeeeeeeee.

a maths and history tomorrow. OH BUMMERRRR. humanities and maths is the worst combination ever. grrr.

2005-09-20T16:33:00.000+08:00

physics wasn't that horrible as i thought it would be. it was rumoured to be uber difficult. ohwels, it was okay. and i made a few mistakes. grr. hahaa.

i'm really fine now. =)

and i shan't brood on it, since it's over.

i'm starting anew! hehs

2005-09-20T16:10:00.000+08:00

thanks for those who were there for me.

when i was so emotionally unstable.

to hear me rant. yeah, literally.

i finally got everything out what i really was frustrated with.

love you guys. =) you peeps are so precious to me.

2005-09-19T15:30:00.000+08:00

everything's gonna be all right now.

really all right. =]]

i live in the future, not in the past.

it hurts, but i'm getting over it. day by day.

2005-09-15T09:26:00.000+08:00

changed my blogskin! HIP HIP HOORAY.

ohwels, i asked hweekoon for comments and she wanted me to put up her picture.

so here it comes!

plus me! hehs.

taken on teacher's day @ swensens. yehh celebrating with mdm norhani.

here's another. hahhs.

what's wrong with my mouth? ahhh, must be my braces. hahh. i look like constipating. we supposed to act cool, and obviously it failed heh.

we were taking turns to try keefe's SGD500 shades. it's freaking ex and cool.

here's the group photo!

i look weird again!

CONCLUSION: i'm NOT photogenic! & photos are deceiving! hahs.

well, looking good in photos ain't my forte. hahhs

2005-09-14T17:14:00.000+08:00

sometimes i just don't understand.. why do people go for the impossible? or rather.. something that's close to impossible..

it really puzzles me greatly. as in, there are your friends and chasing something so unrealistic, as in something that is close to impossible. i really want to tell them how i feel, but somehow something just pulls me back. it's like, i don't want to hurt them. i don't want to give them the impression that i don't really agree with them.. and there's another part of me where i'm sometimes wonder why can't i be straight forward. yah, i'm a direct person, but it usually used on people whom i'm really irritated with.

secondly, i'm afraid of the scary temprements that they have. grr, who knows when they might roar at me. hehhs.

it really confuses me. grr. i don't know what to do. to tell or not to tell..

will it help even when i tell them?

Pluck your eyeballs out. =P

2005-09-14T12:00:00.000+08:00

grr. phy and chem pract was kinda screwed up. i poured potassium dichromate all over the table. really pity the one who's sitting on my bench in the next shift. whahahaha. wondering if the person had fun touching the cloth heh!

biology was all right, except for the theory part. hehs.

anyways, they're all over! no use fretting!

yay! no sch till monday. hahs. it's not a hols for me tho.heh, MUGGGGG!

rachelle's mad today! she's been doing weird actions which only hers truly can understand. hahahaha..

maybe becos' she hasn't been sleeping well. haha..

hate the eyes that bitches give. especially when you did nothing. that intimidating stare. i wanna pluck their eyeballs out. wahhahahaha

bitches don't rule the world. yes, they don't. I RULE, duh?!?! =D

2005-09-07T11:22:00.000+08:00

words can't express how i feel now.

2005-09-07T10:46:00.000+08:00

WHEEEE!

it was great seeing all my juniors again. bbq! haha..especially the ones whom i've trained with for the past 1 year. =) a pleasure heh. esp vivienyeo & jinlian. still as fun as ever.

it's actually more fun bbqing than eating! (:

sometimes, i really wish to turn back time. remembered myself hating this school when i came in. cos'... i had to wear that ugly polka dots uniform for the next 4 years, and it would be wearing that for 10 years? hehh. BUT i'm starting to love school now ever since i entered la, coming to school almost every single day.(not counting the times i've pon). hehh.

few more days to prelims. and then it would be graduation ceremony. and then it would be the O's. and then i'll say SAYONARA to this polka dotty school. i can't bear to leave, not the school(duh!) but the friends i made there. esp 4A & vb pals. <3333

i'm sure i'll miss all of you. yes! (: miss me too heh! =D

2005-09-04T21:32:00.000+08:00

today was a great day! only for relaxing..

well, the weather was too good and irresistable, and obviously i could not resist it. there was a downpour in the late afternoon. and instead of STUDYING, i SLEPT. =( that's like so horrible of me, prelims are approaching and why am i leaving my unfinished work undone, throwing it aside heh? that's so VERY irresponsible of me.

i'm not saying that it's a crime to sleep. but, i slept far too long. three and a half hours. ahhh~ my time. stop ticking.

too many things yet so lil time

i felt so bad, really. i mean i don't seem to get my piorites right. there don't seem to be any goal, and so why am i taking O's? isn't it suppose to be the one which guide you where you wanna go? the motivation.

but at least i could console myself. i did work on saturday. yeahh at airport. haha. wasn't so conducive cos' the food was obviously so tempting. hahh. thinking of that, i did quite alot. anddd i'm so much more productive when i'm outside. hahhaa. not productive literally. -referring to work DUH?

had bible study last week and this phrase keep coming to my mind.

"You reap what you sow."

i know it's true but i just hope that it's not true for me. yes, i did my work. but it's just not satisfying, abit too lil cos' i think i should do my fair share and let god do the rest.

maybe i'm just running away from reality.

i hope not.

Don't let MS hurt others.

2005-09-01T09:15:00.000+08:00

MOODSWINGS.

it's especially tough experiencing someone else's moodswings. it's EVEN WORST when you have to tolerate with that ~~mood-ly~~ unstable person. that person justs flares up so easily. and personally, i'm sick of experiencing such, from other people.

HEY, it's your own ~~blardy~~ problem. you have to take control of it. i don't owe you anything to be affected by your MOODSWINGS.

-freaking pissed.

i know these are inevitable.

but, why let moodswings control you? you should be the one controlling IT.

AND why let someone else be hurt by your own MOODSWINGS?

don't you know it can be irritating? do you even know how one feels when you just throw your temper around? how about someone having moodswings venting your anger on you? heh. bet you can't take it too.

DO UNTO OTHERS WHAT YOU WANT OTHER TO DO UNTO YOU.

if you think the whole world owes you, so be it. i don't, seriously. know what? i seriously detest such petty people around. does it make you feel good when you affect someone else?

if you really love the people around you, don't hurt them. control your emotions. having moodswings won't bring you far. just far enough to make people detest you.

by the way, i care about how people treat me. it's very hurting if someone just vent their anger on you without you even knowing the reason. fuck. i don't deserve it, yes i don't. if i do, i would gladly accept it.

i don't deny that i don't experience mood swings. at least, it isn't too extreme. at least i can control it! just as i don't want others to do it to me, i don't do it to others. isn't that fair enough?

TAKE CONTROL OF YOUR OWN LIFE.

moodswings are just external factors trying to control you.

bore. boRE. BORE.

2005-08-31T17:29:00.000+08:00

I think ACES day is such a dumb thing. it's the HEALTH and FITNESS week. well, so happen falls on teachers' day. the school just make use of this day to do such boring stuffs? no one actually runs, or rather, everyone WALKS. so what's the point of implementing such thing? i don't STRONGLY OBJECT to it, just find it unpractical? well. it's not the school's decision la.

it's MOE, i think.

teachers' day concert was so-so? a guy tried to show off his ass. maybe he thought it was sexy. but OH PLEASE. get a life dude. haha..the number of people jeering at him is obviously more than the people cheering for him la.

oh ya there's this quote or song, something like that.

I LOVE BIG BUTTS WHICH CANNOT LIE.

the class party wasn't much better too? suppose to have games i think. poor jean, planned it all. BUT everyone was more interested in the aluminium tray, filled with junk food ~~to the brim.~~

SARANG HAE. just learnt this from Rachel.

want to know the meaning? find it out by yourself! =D

2005-08-26T19:05:00.000+08:00

my weakness is that i care too much

yes, TOO MUCH. =(

that broken smile.

only memories left behind.

the evanescent image.

The power of LOVE

2005-08-26T16:46:00.000+08:00

sometimes, it really amazes me how much love can change someone.

the romantic things.

the sweetnothings.

the cliche gifts.

the love.

imagine such a beautiful scene.

how wonderful heh.

someday, somewhere, someone.. (:

cuiwen's so humourous! she wrote this "WHO WILL GET MARRIED FIRST" and "WHO WILL HAVE KIDS FIRST" -among the few of them la.

can't believe they did that! haha.. it's so so so funny man!

but nobody knows what would happen to you in the future. ahha whether you would get married or bear children yah? you can't fortell the future. life's unpredictable. HEY. if you could, let me know. i wanna know you. i wanna know my future. MAGICAL POWERS eh?

i really wanna know my fate. mayb it's a SIN? haiz. i don't know.

i hate to reminsce the past. (~~cross out the happy events!~~)

2005-08-25T18:00:00.000+08:00

Indulgence.

Obsession.

all desires in life.

WILL come to an end.

HARRY KOK & G SPOTS.

ROTFLMAO!

2005-08-25T16:28:00.000+08:00

if commiting suicide would solve problems, why are they still so many people in the world?

yes go on.

there would be fresher air to breathe.

others would be benefit.

the LESS the MERRIER.

there's no UTOPIA.

treasure your life

appreciate it

2005-08-24T15:09:00.000+08:00

3 ~~SNEAKERS~~ FOR RACHEL!

she wanted 3 snickers yah? =)

paper-ball's day!

I just need a...

2005-08-22T15:36:00.000+08:00

A BREAK!

when people say "Live life to the fullest"..

what does it exactly mean?

Different perceptions.

Different fates.

All alone

In my world

My isolated world

All independent

Is life suppose to be like that?

All i want is..

SURREALISM!

can anyone give me that?

Feeling really negative now. Enough ranting.

Urgency.

2005-08-19T14:53:00.000+08:00

a sense of urgency suddenly overwelmed me. my heart feels weird, really. i'm like getting so gan chiong about O's. just feel really unprepared. the feeling's just not right. i know i should have felt it long ago, but i really hope it's not too late.

STUDY

better get off to study yah? =)

Nothing's impossible.

2005-08-19T14:35:00.000+08:00

been watching PROJECT SUPERSTAR for the last few weeks. or rather for the past few months. yesterday's was so shocking. CHEN WEI LIAN WON intead of HONG JUNYANG. everyone expected junyang to win? cos' he sings quite well also. oh ya the girls was abit shocking too but expected la? XINHUI and KELLY.

i preferred JUNYANG and KELLY, or rather expect both of them to win la. kelly got in but junyang didn't. well. nothing was impossible when WILLIAM got out. he sang well, a gr8 voice. too bad. then was WEICHONG. damn it la. he's goodddd!!! good looks, good voice! haha..

went to school today and we talked about the RESULTS. ahh. abit wasted la? he's talented man! okay, i'm not saying that WEILIAN isn't a gr8 talent, but i felt that junyang sang better yah? they have their strong points, but i admire junyang more. haha not admire until the FANCLUB that type la.

i wasn't too shocked when kelly won. many said that our fellow singaporeans would vote for the kelly, cos' xinhui's from m'sia. it's no diff for me la, but yah xinhui sang better.

hey! at least kelly's pretty! how about chen weilian? if his voice is nicer, it's like.. okay it's fair. HEY! but junyang's better than him in both areas!

~_~

this shows how unpredictable life can be.

the best may even be out.

NOTHING'S IMPOSSIBLE!

Vulnerable.

2005-08-17T15:28:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, people say yucky things unknowingly that hurt. And the feeling sucks okay? I was abit pissed. As usual, I cooled down quickly. It's been a long time since I've actually really angry. Was it because i'm stressed recently? or what? or is it cos the comment was really offensive? PROBABILITY. Nevermind, i'm benevolent. I FORGIVE. =X

Friendships are vulnerable, ain't they? They are valued greatly, yes by me. I know it sounds cliche la, but it's true okay?

thanks to those dudes and dudettes in my life. i really love you all to bits. <3333

there are many times that i get pissed off with you all. i'm sorry, okay? cos' i have my limitations too. i have EMOTIONS too okay? you people really make friendships worth it. (:

BUT some friendships ain't worth it at all. Really. Hey, but i'm glad i've haven't encountered such friendship la? haha.. "hu xiang li yong", is that what THOSE PEOPLE called as friendship? seriously, i hate such people. heartless.

Oh ya, i'm not heartless okay? although i don't show it at times, or rather every time, but I DO HAVE EMOTIONS OKAY? but not that over-emotioned. i may seem happy all the time, but there's another me -which i don't wanna reveal. hahaha. oh ya, it's not split personality PLEASE!

split personality.

it's a disease..i didn't know until my sister so called 'educated' me about it la. cos' i was going around the house telling her that i've got a split personality(cos' i didn't know anything about it) besides knowing that split personality is having 2 personalities la. and she was like~_~. it's a disease, my dear! hahaha. felt like a dumbo you know! but at least i know it now. haha

sometimes, having a sister is fun too la, i mean an older sis. eg helping you in your work. chatting with you. blah blahhhh.

ehh! but everything have it's pros and cons okay. was really pissed when she scolded me over the slightest things? oh ya, like using her com. and when i had questions to ask her, and she claimed that i was disturbing her. yelling and shouting. AHH. nightmare man. that's how scary when you have an older sister.

but.. it's wonderful too! hahaha.. with someone having to buy you yummy snacks. =) that's e main point i'm driving at, btw. haha..

oh ya, back to EMOTIONS. okay la, i know myself. haha. sometimes i wish i didn't know, ehh but sometimes i'm glad i know. =X contradictions. LIFE IS FULL OF CONTRADICTIONS eh? i feel that some things should be left unsaid..and i'm bad with words okay? i don't write well nor express myself well. i don't know la. i just LOVE hiding my feelings. esp when i'm sad. i really don't wanna people to see me sad. cos' it's damn freaking ugly? fugly la. only you can make or stop yourself from crying. uhuh. but yah, deep inside i'm crying. just that my heart doesn't produce any tears can?!? haha..

anyway, crying's fun? haha.. seen some girls who cry over the slightest thing. it's like..ooh.. GO AND DIE LAH. haha no offence to crybabies okay? =X oh ya i was once. but note it's ONCE!

remind me of those people who don't appreciate their life. who don't treasure their life. i'm darn irritating when i hear about such experiences -cutting yourself eh? no offence please. =) it's like. get a life dude or dudette..

stop making a mountain out of a molehill la. i know you might say i'm HEARTLESS or what la. but yeah, everyone's heartless. don't you agree? somethings just ain't worth getting sad over. i know that sadness is inevitable, but yah EMBRACE YOURSELF. show people that you are one who can rely on yourself, rather than being that crybaby always hoping that everything will go well smoothly for you; be it relationships or friendships.

well, in life you'll definitely encounter difficulties. so just face it and STOP WHINNING. think you're the only one who have a FUCKED UP LIFE?

I DO TOO!

but whinning over such a blardy fucking life will do any good? will it change the fact?

actions are louder than words.

ACTIONS ACTIONS ACTIONS??!!??

so get a life -to those WHINNERS. life isn't complete whinning. it's enjoying it to the fullest. oh ya people, i don't know your definition, but that's mine. so shut up if you have anything against my statements.

shall end here. it's long heh. i mean compared to my other entries la. all these suddenly flow thru my mind. ahhhh. inspiration, keep it for tml's compo! haha..must keep down on my LAS and LORS. oops i mean singlish yah? haha

GET A LIFE!

I'm not emotionless!!

Tuesdays with Morrie.

2005-08-11T16:42:00.000+08:00

Superb. There's this after effect -The glow. It touches me totally. The way how Morrie actually faced life positively, even after he realises that his days are numbered. The way he puts in effort and tries to find back his old student. Fortunately, he managed to contact many of them sucessfully. Isn't that great? Being far apart from your student and meeting your student. Seeing him/her committed to a family touches you(someone whom you've taught before), doesn't it? The many years of education hasn't come to a waste? Many of them had even forgotten their Alma Mater, eg Mitch. It had been 16 years already. People are easily seperated, isn't it?

do treasure those around you!

Thinking about that, I've met many of my primary school friends again! YAY! it's being like.. so long since i've met them yah? didn't have much to say to them tho, as in face to face. abit awkward la.

LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL!

Fop.

2005-08-08T14:34:00.000+08:00

Sat.
Last year's was better.
It was meaningful.
more like a rock concert.

BUT
had..
Less IMPACT on me.
Or maybe I expected something more..
Or Probably bcos' I was tired.
Long day out
Had only 4 HOURS of sleep the night before.

was on the phoney.

BIG SACRIFICE.

I sacrificed my sleep.

HAHA. Aint I NOBLE? =P

Oh ya met my sister there.
She's damn blind.
We were both sitting in the East..
and yet she didn't see me!
Well.

LAGGER.

2005-08-08T14:32:00.000+08:00

Friendster's damn LAGGY.

AHHH.

I'm impatient.

Beauty of Music

2005-08-08T13:35:00.000+08:00

thePHANTOMoftheOPERA

1 word.B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L.
This is my 2nd time watching.

SO SO SO TOUCHING.

BUT

I didn't cry.

I know of people who watched it ~~million of times~~.

oops abit of exaggeration.

& they cried.

MUSIC IS BEAUTIFUL. YES IT IS!

Words can be expressed in many ways.

Speech, Actions & here, MUSIC.

So meaningful.

It just make me feel sombre?

Well, I really admire those actresses.

Their beautiful voices.

Thank GOD for giving them such a beautiful voice. (:

IF NOT

I wouldn't even be able to appreciate them.
I love the PHANTOM; really.

I know he was selfish in the beginning.

BUT

He gave her up.

SO NOBLE.

As in, who in the world will give up THEIR LOVED ONES?
HE'S UGLY no doubt.

But I feel, What actually matters is a person's CHARACTER.

Isn't it?

Well, looks ain't eveything.

I'm ~~contradicting~~!

Looks do mind.

To me.

BUT

only a bit.

Ball sense.

2005-08-01T00:42:00.000+08:00

It's always CAPTAIN'S BALL.

AND WE LOST.

thrashed.

It was damn MALU you know

especially being thrashed by a SECONDARY 3 class.

Haha. I think..

~~I LOST MY BALL SENSE.~~

not exactly all.

BUT

abit of it?

Haha. ~~Abit slow in reaction.~~

and hey SAMANTHA!

It's not always okay?

It's just that particular monday morning.

where the sun shone

piercing through my eyes

AHHHH.

HAHA. enough excuses JACINTH!

HEY!

but i still have some innate ball sense.

This is not self praise.

IT'S THE FACT!

Haha..

Well, it's being a really LONG LONG TIME since I've touched a ball.

a VOLLEYBALL to be exact.

Haha. Just plain lazy.

OH YA, it's not plain.. IT'S

~~ADORN LAZY.~~

Haha.

If you get it that's GR8.

If you don't, that's JUST TOO BAD for you.

It may sound CORNY.

BUT it's my blog, mind you!

Haha..

I know i can.

2005-07-30T15:34:00.000+08:00

My final lap.

42 days to Prelims, 101 days to O's.

Bless me.

Cos' I know I can.

Faith.

Amen.

I know I can, only if you believe in me.

I believe in you.

I love you JESUS. (:

Can't wait for Festival of Praise! Hellalujahh!

Orange Gem?

2005-07-24T15:52:00.000+08:00

Haha.. checked out more about my name.

By the way, It's pronounced as JAE-CYNTH. =)

or JAY-CINTH -rachel.

and not Jas-sin or jasci or what..

CHECK THIS OUT!

>http://www.findyourfate.com/gemology/gemstones/Jacinth.html"

I'm Orange GEM. (some sort la!)

& that's my favourite colour. - a gem more nearly orange in color than a hyacinth

Ooh LaLa =)

Check the web for more JACINTH.

it wasn't that uncommon after all..

So many people missed out the 'A' while naming there babies. -JACINTHA

But hey! Jacinth sounds nicer right?

Haha..

My name appeared twice in the BIBLE!

pretty surprising.

only found it when I was in secondary school

& closer to GOD

and he's HOLY WORD.. (:

*wanna know?

find the verses by yourself. =D

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was pretty interested in GREEK GODS recently..

Indeed!

Many were unheard, and many were heard before.

So many intricate details.

GREEK.

aww. It's more profound that I expected it to be..

Haha..

Shan't elaborate anymore.

Happy Birthday!

2005-07-23T21:56:00.000+08:00

So many people's BIRTHDAY this month. Haha. (:

~~19th -Thiam Siong~~
~~20th -Serene~~
23rd -Zengwen
24th -Isabelle
25th -JunZhe, Yujie, Cheryl and of cos MEEEE!!
26th -ShiPing, Qiming
27th -Allan, Timothy
28th -Jason, Vera
31st -Farah, Cuiwen, Jansher

Oh ya, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZENGWEN!

This is all I can remember! Sorry to those I forget to write okay? =)

It won't be the same again..

How could this happen to me?

2005-07-17T20:19:00.000+08:00

Suddenly thought about somethings & this song came to my mind.

In case you don't know what song it is..

Simple Plan -Untitled

I open my eyes

I try to see but

I'm blinded by the white light

I can't remember how

I can't remember why

I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain

And I can't make it go away

No I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me

I've made my mistakes

Got no where to run

The night goes on

As I'm fading away

I'm sick of this life

I just wanna scream

How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming

I try to make a sound but no one hears me

I'm slipping off the edge

I'm hanging by a thread

I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered

And I can't explain what happened

And I can't erase the things that I've done

No I can't

How could this happen to me

I've made my mistakes

Got no where to run

The night goes on

As I'm fading away

I'm sick of this life

I just wanna scream

How could this happen to me

I've made my mistakes

Got no where to run

The night goes on

As I'm fading away

I'm sick of this life

I just wanna scream

How could this happen to me

If only.. If only.. If only..

I really hope to turn the clock.

& obviously, that's plain impossible.

Why can't things be the same as before?

Racial Harmony Day!

2005-07-16T15:46:00.000+08:00

Woohoooo!! =) I love my class more and more each day!

Spotted me?

Most were looking gr8! I was looking rather purple! Haha, and this was the only time of the year in school that we could wear heels. esp RACHEL's & FAITH's! They grew SO MUCH taller in one day! Haha. No offence please!

Obviously, we wasn't in the mood of studying, or rather we shouldn't have any lessons yesterday.

Firstly, it was uncomfortable with the costume which we only wear once in our lifetime? Haha, so no STUDYING!
Secondly, we are celebrating it. And I don't expect a celebration to come with STUDYING. grr.
Thirdly, we must show respect for this celebration, so we shouldn't STUDY! =P
BUT that's not the point. ~_~

Haha. No doubt it was fun, it was disasterous too!
Faith helped me with make-up. I mean hers, I don't own any besides lip gloss? Haha. She put on the foundation, blusher and eyeliner for me, and the MOST disasterous part was THE EYELINER. I think she applied it well BUT yours truly rubbed my eyes and obviously smudged it, making a whole mess on my own face.(I looked as if I was boxed or something)

AND YOU KNOW WHAT?

With that smudged eyeliner,

I LOOKED LIKE A BITCH!
AArrrhh, but I can only blame myself. (itchy hands)

Amos said I look gothic with it, and that i looked more like EVANESCENCE! -Anyway, it was a compliment, so thank you! =P Haha.(Too bad I don't have any pic to show the GOTHICness)-only in the class picture on top, but it's not obvious from afar. Haha.

Haha. I think it would be much better without the eyeliner or just abit of it.

I washed it away, but the eyeliner is still visible. HEY. I took a whole 10-15 minutes to wash it okay!

With Anastasia! JAP VS INDIAN.

Oh My! With Qashrul. ARABIAN VS INDIAN.

More pictures to come! Haha.

9 more days.

Period.

2005-07-13T15:49:00.000+08:00

Woohooo. Guess what? I got 1st for solving maths puzzles. Haha, was abit puzzled when I got the lil prize lah. Cause didn't really expect it, it was dated pretty long ago(on inno fest) Haha.

*TO THIAMSIONG: Take care & rest well! (: I'll pray for your tooth! Haha*

Oh ya, had to stay back for History supplementary. Sigh at first, but it was all right after all! Cause I don't have to copy chapters or what. Haha, it's been a long time since I copied.(& I don't miss copying!) I remembered copying around 4-5 chapters in March.(Thanks to the MANY SOULS who helped me, I completed them!) GOSH it's SOOOOOO much okay?( Try copying & you'll understand, I'm serious!)

Haha. Oh ya after school saw Aaron Wee & Weiming fighting outside class. ~_~ GROW UP KIDS! Aiyo, hate people who use violence okay? So hot tempered. -Total turn off- (Not unless there's a good reason la)

Haha. Oh ya, some people just love flaunting their vouchers eh? Haha. & guess what?

THEY GOT A CHAPTER TO COPY!

BUT they deserve it. Haha.

Moral of the story: Don't flaunt your wealth, be it vouchers or $$.

Everyone's wearing ETHENIC COSTUME on Friday! (: EXCEPT BEN TAN. Everyone's is trying to persuade him, and there he goes?

4A: Ben, wear lehhh. Don't be such a spoilsport!
Ben: Don't want lah. I don't want to wear, cannot ah?
4A: Wa lau, Amos can bring the chinese costume for you, sure can fit you.
Ben: Don't want lah. (shakes head)

WA LAU. Everyone's wearing okay, even Ah pek(we bugged him for a long long time). & there Ben goes say NONONO, wasting our efforts. It's like OUR last year already, just wear for a few hours will DIE ah? If will die, I think die a few years ago. Last year wear, this year cannot wear? ~_~ Nothing but excuses. We want to win okay, everyone's like bugging him.

Actually winning's not the main thing. Most importantly is UNITY. Heard before "Tuan jie shi li liang" not? We could take photos on that day! & hey won't it be weird if he's wearing a school uniform and take with the different costumes. It wouldn't turn out nice okay?

SUCH A SPOILSPORT. Period.
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Purple Friday!

2005-07-12T17:16:00.000+08:00

Tried on this PURPLE indian clothing!! I look so so so purple-this friday! OH MY! Haha. Thanks BHAVNA for this piece of costume. Haha. It's easy to wear anyway, but the scarfs so long! The top's abit difficult to squeeze in lah, but overall it's quite fitting. Haha.

I really enjoy every minute of my life.

& I hate commitments. =( That's not a good thing yea. BUT WHO CARES? I just do what I like, & of cause not at the expense of other's feelings. Well, I don't know lah. Maybe cheerful, but just like to hide negative emotions, cause I just don't wanna people to know, I guess? Cause I WANNA BE HAPPY. I WANNA BE THE HAPPIEST GIRL ON EARTH! (: Hmm. Seriously, I just got to know myself better this year. & can you believe it? IT'S BEEN 16 YEARS...!

Oh well, I'm sorry to those I've hurt. It wasn't on purpose & sometimes my mouth just can't yakking and prolly something flew out of it and inflicted pain on someone. I'm blunt & that's inborn so I can't help it! SO SORRY PEOPLE! (only if I've hurt you lah!) Haha.
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I can't wait wait wait wait wait. OMG. 13 more days & I can watched NC16 without sneaking in anymore. Remembered the times when I nearly got caught okay. Haha, thank GOD I didn't! =)

But the sad thing is I have not save enough money for my Adidas Jacket. Hai. =( So depressing right? Cause I spend ALOT OF $$ on food.

I WISH IT COULD DROP FROM THE SKY. BLESS ME WITH AN ADIDAS JACKET! =)

I hate LIQUID PAPER!

2005-07-11T17:33:00.000+08:00

All thanks to HweeKoon(HuiJun) & Samantha.. AHHHHH.

It's permanent, you know? =(

& I mean the one on my bag.

Nice trick HUH?

Haha.. actually wasn't really angry when they did that to me. Haha.. AIYA, I should have ROARRRRED out loud at them. Hmm.. wasted, should have used it to counter attack them!

NVM, you two are forgiven! I'm magnanimous okay! =) Haha..

OH YA, THANK YOU NICHOLAS FOR TELLING ME HOW TO GET RID OF IT! =)
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Oh ya, this is so TRUE about me. Not exactly 100%, but around 95%? Haha..(I know there's alot of words, but it's fun to know about yourself!)

Personality Test~

ENFP - The ChampionYou scored 90% I to E, 21% N to S, 28% F to T, and 73% J to P! Your type is known as the Champion type, which is part of the larger group called idealists. Nothing occurs that does not have some deep and ethical significance in your eyes. You see life as an exciting drama. You are very charismatic, yet tend to be too harsh on yourself for not being as genuine as you think you should be. 3% of the population shares your type.As a romantic partner, you need to talk about what is going on in your life. You are a strong supporter for your partner's efforts to grow and change and be happy. You need to feel that same support from your partner. Expressive, optimistic, and curious, you are eager to enjoy new experiences with your partner, whom you wish to be your confidant and soul mate, as well as play mate. You are uncomfortable sharing negative emotion, though, and tend to withdraw from confrontation and process your feelings privately. You feel most loved when your partner appreciates your creativity, accepts your uniqueness, and sees you as the compassionate person you are. You need to hear your partner tell you how much you mean to them and would love if they did thoughtful spontaneous things to demonstrate it.

Oh ya. Did you know that it's quite difficult to find people you know with the same personality. Haha. Guess what? I did! =) Ai Ping have the same personality as me! Haha..

& I'm off. Haha, didn't regret coming online! MISS ME people! (:

*14 more days!*

Waste

2005-07-09T08:22:00.000+08:00

Watched Initial D and Alot like Love this week.

Both aint very nice la. I feel like I'm wasting my money. Haha. Alot like love LOOKS nice, but the ending's rather cliche. It's damn retarded, and I mean literally retarded.. Haha.. Intial D is just looking at HUNKS, and I mean EDISON CHEN. Haha.

Oh well. I'm waiting for CHARLIE & THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY!It's coming out soon. Haha..(:

And a plus factor! JOHNNY DEPP!

*Can't wait!*
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Ehhhhh.. ONE TREE HILL's nice too!

Omg, CHAD MICHAEL MURRAY!

Agree with me that he's a hunk! Haha.

Actually this show is SO-SO only. It's just that Chad Michael Murray's inside. Haha..Not that fantastic la, the typical YET unrealistic high school show. I think that The OC's nicer.

Shall end off here.

*16 more days*

Book Buff

2005-07-06T17:51:00.000+08:00

Hey people reading my blog, there's a problem with the tagboard. BUT It's gonna be a while only. =) ___________________________________________________________________

Read several books during the holidays. Really love them to bits. (:

2 of which are Dan Brown's famous.

This is very thrilling & facinating. When I start reading it, I can't stop. Museums, historical monuments and stuff. However once the mystery is solved, I don't really feel like reading any furthur. But good book overall. I guess he's probably anti-christ? Or is he skeptical about what the bible preaches?

This is written earlier than The DaVinci Code, but known later. I feel that this book's better.

Similarity of the 2 Dan Brown's books I've read:

Somehow it feels the same. The involvement with mathematical stuff. A lil bit of it is all right, but too much will make you feel "JILAT". (Slang)
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Another 3 books I've read.

SHOPAHOLIC!!

This book's gr8!

But this book's better.

And this book's the BEST!

Shopaholic. Sounds nice eh? I mean when you think of shopaholic, doesn't it makes you think of a girl. I mean the linkage. Haha. Quite bimbotic, but it's funny. I think it's more suitable for leisure. Quite realistic too. As in, don't we girls fancy nice things, eg clothes, shoes, material desires etc. I mean, we all have material desires, don't we? Haha.. It's just how extreme only.

Oh ya, I'm trying to get hold on the other books too. If you happen to read this post, and happen to have the other books by Sophie Kinsella, how about lending them to me? Pretty please? Thanks! (:

Let the FLAMES of hell BURN you.

2005-07-04T14:19:00.000+08:00

To whoever that guy is,

GO TO HELL!

Thanks for burning my hand with that CIGARETTE of yours.

Sincerely,
Jacinth

Oh ya! (Right click please!)

Call me a meanie..uhhh whatever. But, he deserves it okay? I don't smoke and I don't see why i should be burn. It's like the 3rd or 4th time being burned already? Worst of all, he gave me that fucked up look as if I was the one swinging that stinky stick and burning him. A SORRY didn't even come from his mouth. I feel like giving him a PUNCH on his face.

Arbish~ x_x

Just like THIS!

AHHHHHH!!!

I've been taking in second-hand smoke for 16 years already. Almost there la. AND DO YOU KNOW THAT SECOND-HAND SMOKE IS EVEN MORE LETHAL. This world is damn unfair. I don't understand why should we(non-smokers) suffer the REPERCUSSIONS OF SMOKING? It's killing me softly, even when I'm dead, no one will realise.

Anyway smoking causes lung cancer and since second-hand smoke is more lethal than smoking, I conclude that, that's the reason why smokers don't wanna stop! DAMN, they rather not get killed by other people's second-hand smoke and continue smoking. Cos of what? Less chances of getting lung cancer la.

SELFISH BARBARIANS!

Okay, so let's all get killed together.

*no offence to those who smokes.

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Initial D.

The cars suck, BUT the actors are cool. =) So, It wasn't that bad after all.

EDISON'S HOT!

Really, many people agree too okay? Haha. Shawn Yue's quite cute. EH. Jay can't smile ~_~
Can't stand his cool-ness. Okay, but out of the 3 of them, Edison's the best! Haha.

Here he comes!~

See him "AH AH AH"?

*21 more days!* (:

I flapped my wings like an angel; and waved goodbye.

Stay Away

2005-07-03T19:21:00.000+08:00

Fucking pissed. I hate to be compared. Yes, especially to my own siblings. Hai. I know my studies aint as good as my sis, nor my english is as good as my brother. But... I am ME. authentic ME. BLEAH. So stop saying all that, cos I rather not be born in this world, It's like as if I wanna be like that eh? That's damn freaking irritating. I don't believe I'm dumb can, I know I'm not. She should have thought about my feelings before saying all that, It's damn hurting can. Hai. I hate people to do things and not think of others feelings. Thanks for reminding me that I'm just an insignifcant person in this world. And please note that, I'm no pushover.

IT'S MY LIFE, SO STAY AWAY.

Undecisive

2005-07-01T13:22:00.000+08:00

I didn't know that PRIDE means so much to a guy. I didn't expect it to be SO MUCH Okay, I've finally understood. Yes, Just yesterday. Anyway, that's not the point what i wanna say.

UHH. Chinese oral screwed. =( Guess I have to retake Chinese again at the end of the year! Probably not counting into L1R5. Hai. I really don't want, but Is there a choice? There is la.

Okay, I'm still not clear of my goal, till now. ): That's bad news, cos I don't know If I should aim for a JC or Poly. Hai. This is so sick, everyone's discussing about where they wanna go.

My brother encourage me to go to a JC while My sister encourage me to go to a Poly. Ironically, my brother was from a Poly, while my sister was from a JC. Haha..

SAJC's uniform and NAME is nice! =) (If I'm able to get into that school, It would mean that I'll be 12 years a SAINT!) =P BUT BUT BUT..It's so far, would probably have to wake up real early (I have problem waking up for school even though my house's near school, mind you). Haha.. Oh ya, I have a straight bus to TP and I don't have to wake up so early IF i go there. Chances of getting into Uni is higher if i go to a JC. BUT... If I go to a JC, I'm not confident of doing well for A's and going into Uni. Hai. What if I can't make It? It would mean going back to Poly again! Waste time! Poly have more life & more freedom!

and and and..
using my FANTASTIC mid-year results, I'm too good for a JC. =.=".. but it isn't too bad la, cos I still can qualify for a Poly (consoling myself), only not getting the course I want. Hai.

I DON'T WANT TO TOUCH CHINESE ANYMORE!! =(

Oh ya, the reason why you can only see 1 post is because I limited it, If It has more than 1, the font would be WEIRD.

Hmm. I think I've been weird lately.

JACINTH!! WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU.. (100 words!)

*trust my instinct, it's accurate*

-still deciding-

Counting down! *24 more days* =)

Uncontrollable

2005-06-28T15:03:00.000+08:00

Was reading my mum's HERWORLD just now; the July issue. Was reading this article of how Men faked their orgasms. Haha.. It was pretty interesting. Of cos la, otherwise how it caught my attention of so many articles. =X Haha.. Many nice clothes appeared on it as usual. Aiya, They all look good. Prob cos it's worn on the models, meaning it only look good on them eh? Haha.. *eye-catching* but It's far UN-affordable. DUH? Haha.. It's like targeted at women who have a HUGE spending power? Haha.. Aiya, let's not think of such materialistic wishes. Oh ya back to the GUY who FAKED his ORGASM. Haha. He didn't want to disappoint his partner. Okay la, as in which guy won't fancy SEX? Like he say: "You can't exactly say no, because what sort of man says NO to sex?" Haha.. He claims that he's just not interested in Sex as much as he used to in his 20s? Haha.. Is it because too much sexual affectionate that's why he's like that? Hmm.. Haha.. I mean like, Is sex so tiring that you will gradually lose interest in it? I don't quite agree with it though, as in those AhPek who's in their late 50s, they are still in search of Sex. Haha.. cos their wifes no longer can satisfy them? Heheh. But it's easy to find out if a guy does not have orgasm when having Sex, like the condom is empty after doing it. Haha..and It's like I finally understood something.. No orgasm = No semen.

Okay, I'm back again with sexual talks. Aiya, you might think I'm pervertic? Uhh. Think whatever you wish, for I'm saying nothing but FACTS. Aye, we are trying to improve our Biology. If you don't wanna read on, like you feel that I'm gross blah blahh, It's fine with me. Haha..

WE chatted about Oral Sex again in class. Haha.. spermicides and stuff. Like to take triple precautions to prevent a girl from getting pregnant when having sex. Haha. The solution is Girl: Use diaphragm. Guy: Buy condom and add spermicides in it. This would definitely do the job eh? Haha.. and I found out the formal name for Oral Sex, It's fellatio, from Latin felare. Anyways, It's good to expand one's general knowledge. Learn more from Keefe and ThiamSiong, was probably influenced by them. Haha.. I'm just curious la. Anyway, we like to chat on such stuffs. But some people will EEE. Hmm..I find that it's good to know more. Anyway, I'm just writing about interesting things that I encounter which make me feel like penning down my thoughts, rather than talking about where you went to, what you ate and those stuffs, cause I feel that they are rather cliche? Like everyone's writing it the same old thing/I'm just trying to be different, but not too different though. It's just a comment, so no offence please. Haha..

Stop Whinning.

2005-06-27T05:29:00.000+08:00

Holidays are over. Should it be a happy thing? Uh.. people are whining. Over not doing finsh their Holiday Homework. Seriously, I haven't too. Haha.. AND PEOPLE, STOP WHINING THAT YOU HAVEN'T DONE FINSH. It's like damn irritating, and I've heard it for like MORE 14 times in my secondary school years. (EVERY March, June, September & December) And If you have done finsh already, talk to my hand all right? =D

Holidays over mean only 1 thing. ---> my O's are nearer. So it is a good thing? Hmm.. This would also mean leaving school, dying hair, working (If i don't go to a JC during the first 3 months) blah blahhhh.. Haha..

Okay, I must start mugging for them already. This would also mean.. Less time with My Blog, Less time Chatting and Gossiping, Less time straining my fingers(typing), Less time glueing my eyes to the Computer and... The list goes on..

Seriously, I can't wait for school tomorrow. Think I'm mad eh? I miss SCHOOL! =P

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Just finshed reading my HISTORY textbook. (I mean Chapter9 only). Haha.. Had to do notes again (and it's CHINA!), for TYL. *sigh* Geez, i hate studying about China, about MaoZeDong, DengXiaoPing and those idiotic revolutionaries. WTH, that's the only chapter that's DAMN boring. (I'm not saying that the rest isn't) -- i mean as compared to.. Haha..

Aiya, thinking it in a positive way, it's for my own good. That sure makes me feel better. Haha.. So, I'll be good and do it with all my HEART and SOUL. -China's making me puke now.

-The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams. --- Eleanor Roosevelt -

You might think that I'm trying to be philosophical. EH NOOO!~.......... Hmm, YES! Haha.. at least I didn't deny it. It's inspirational. I believe in my dreams. =) Not literally dreams, but the imagination or prediction of the future (that's what i call it, around there la). Haha. So are we made up of dreams? Hmm.. Haha. Cos our parents believed in us, created us so does this makes part of their future? Okay, It sounding more and more ridiculous. Haha..

Oh ya, my O LEVEL MT oral is on THURS, and it's confirm! Gosh, I'm not prepared.. This is making me DIZZY. Aiya, but dizzy got what use? As if, can get an A1 or what. Haha. Just trying to convince myself that It's not point running away, AND I SHALL NOT COMPLAIN ANYMORE. Haha..

-In 10 weeks time, PRELIMS. ): Thanks Vivien for reminding me anyway. (:

My virgin post.

2005-06-25T16:28:00.000+08:00

Decided to make another blog again. Had one last yr, and.. due to my laziness.. deleted it. (Just don't have the habit) =p Haha. Aiya, actually that's quite usual. Haha.

I'm just feeling bored, so don't mind me! =p

Your Love Number is

7
When you fall in love, you experience it to the fullest.You are a cheerful, joyful soul - and you attract people easily.While you fall for people quickly, you also fall out of love quickly.It takes a dynamic, exciting lover to keep your attention long term!

What Is Your Love Number?

Actually, I did many of this. I'm just trying to pass time! Haha.. But i like this particular one, so it's here. Haha..

Haha. Anyway, It's my one of my FAVOURITE NUMBER. =p

Okay, Shall end here, and BYE to my virgin post. Haha. -HomeworkTime-